Lows and Highs

[Intro: S.O.]
Yeah, uh

[Verse 1: S.O]
Uh, here goes an odd moment when my heart bleeds, pen cries
Tears rest on my eyes, proceed to accept signs
Speak and not let slide
Decrease and detect sighs
Cease and accept I, its time
(I tell myself this) Over months I was struggling trying to love Him
Paying a high price but thinking that I could budget
Wanted I had to covet
Lusting and try to ruffle in
Who would have thought that depression would keep coming in
And suicide, mother didn't know either
That other side seen but just let me go deeper
And so you get the message, I'll put it in perspective
I was waking up at night asking am I still elected
Or rather was I ever, wanting to die since that's better than living life as a hostage in time
Am I crossing the line?
Here's some thoughts in my mind
This is the lowest that I've been caught up in a rhyme

[Chorus: Leah Smith]
I get low
I get high
But I keep my hands to the sky
I won't breakdown, not this time
But I keep on running, even through the lows and the high
Hold me God, pull me close and show me your nigh
Hold me God, pull me close and show me your nigh
My lows and high

[Verse 2: S.O]
I'm sitting talking to Stephen about the days when I was dazed, sin had me so afraid had my world up in a maze
Was ashamed and amazed
Was caught up in her gaze
Wasn't I over this phase
Hadn't Jesus broke the chains
(because it seems to remain here) that's what my heart say
And this is more than some dark days or lessons I was getting
Man who can see the blessing am I messing?
No I am talking facts back to back what is in question
Is my soul though, and I know
Right now it is so cold, I'm at a low
I write don't what I don't show, as though those verses are my journal
I'm a solider simply trying to please the colonel and so to speak
I wipe my tears off my pastors sleeve
Like can anybody here see what I can
I disappear if I could, Move back to the woods
But these lows never leave, how I pray that they would

[Chorus: Leah Smith]
I get low
I get high
But I keep my hands to the sky
I won't breakdown, not this time
But I keep on running, even if through the lows and the high
Hold me God, pull me close and show me your nigh
Hold me God, pull me close and show me your nigh
My lows and high

[Verse 3: S.O]
(So I ask myself) Why are you downcast my soul, hope in the Lord
See Him hanging there on the pole for the filthiest thoughts
The wicked of hearts, He died for you S know it
This is the truth, objective how do you then blow
Repentance and faith bear fruit man show it
Have that cross up in the face endure and know Him
Be strong in the grace that's found solely in Him
Satan will pray tricks by reminding you of your sin
But He died for them all, remember Calvary again
Never let it leave your brain/ and things will never be the same
The Lamb of God was truly slain, rose up from the grave through
And justified in His name up the praise go!
Yeah, and that will never change
This that high upon the ride that I better crave
My help and my God who is centre stage
And His Spirit in I no better way

[Chorus: Leah Smith]
I get low
I get high
But I keep my hands to the sky
I won't breakdown, not this time
But I keep on running, even if through the lows and the high
Hold me God, pull me close and show me your nigh
Hold me God, pull me close and show me your nigh
My lows and high