Slit my smile

I wake up shaking
Blood under my nails
My body’s a prison
And my heartbeat fails
Im alive but I dont
Feel like I exist

You said I’m pretty when I fucking break
So I keep fucking breaking for your own sake
I spit out teeth and call it love
You drag me down I can’t get up

Fuck me up I’ll let you in
Tear my chest and wear my skin
Call it passion call it pain
I’ll burn for you again and again

My lungs are ropes my ribs are smoke
Im screaming quiet in my throat
My shadow laughs it never claps
The floor’s stained red where I collapse

Baby, im not a person, im a scar
A crash, a wreck, a stolen car
You hold the wheel, I close my eyes
I live in hurt, I dream in knives

Baby u can kiss me anytime that u want
I promise I'll keep it a secret u told me

I laugh at shit thats killing me slow
I’ll be your ruin, soft and slow
A human shell you’ll never know
Say you love me, baby, make it true

My hands won't stop shaking
Floor sticky and im slipping
I laugh when i choke cause it feels like you
You dont want me
You just want my body ruined
I tear myself open so you’ll see me moving