kissluv^^

Baby I don’t even know
Why I wanna fucking wake up
Every day feels the same
I just wanna give up
Im tired of my skin
Im tired of my head
I keep thinking about
Dying when I’m lying in bed
You say you love me
But I don’t feel shit
My chest feels heavy
And my brain won’t quit
I laugh when I’m hurting
I smile when I bleed
I am not alive
Im just rotting underneath

Im a wreck
Im disgusting
Im nothing at all
I post my pain online
Just to feel like I fall
Feeling like the tin man
When I can't be fixed
Want to be broken where nobody exists
Baby im screaming
But it’s quiet to you
You look so perfect
When you’re broken too
I fucking hate myself
I don’t wanna pretend
I’m not looking for a cure
I just want it to end