onyx ashes

Im not fixed im not better
I still feel like a ghost most days
But i know you saved me
In a hundred small ways
If i make it, it’s cause of you
If i don’t, i hope you knew
That i was thankful, even when i was gone
That you were the only one who kept me strong
You kept me alive when i hated my heart
I don’t got no answers, i don’t got peace, I don't got no nothing
I just got sum scars and broken sleep
But you sat with me when i shook apart
I can’t breathe half of the nights
My chest caves in and i think i’m done
Shoutout onyx you were the only one
'cus im not here and you're not fucking far