She Was My Universe

[Intro]
Home for, for so long
Been holding on
Don't let me go

[Chorus]
I lost some parts of myself that I'll never get back
It's like that girl took half of my soul
She was my universe, I gave her everything
That wasn't good enough, now I'm alone
I still remember the pain that I felt
When I came back and found out that she wasn't home
I'm so depressed, I don't got nothin' left
Not even a heart cuz she made it explode

[Verse 1]
Late nights, reminiscing 'bout the past
I was so in love with the thought of her, so attached
I was so naive and I thought I could make it last
That was a mistake, it was over in a flash
Why did you lie? You said you would stay
I don't know what I did to push you away
It was my fault for trusting a snake
It wasn't real, it was all fake
What am I now but a spirit that's hopeless?
Living the rest of my days in a cage
I think that she put me under hypnosis
All I can feel now is sadness and rage
She got me good, she reset my emotions
I was just someone she wanted to play
Now I'm so cold, I'm freezing, I'm frozen
And I'm convinced that I'm never gon' change

[Chorus]
I lost some parts of myself that I'll never get back
It's like that girl took half of my soul
She was my universe, I gave her everything
That wasn't good enough, now I'm alone
I still remember the pain that I felt
When I came back and found out that she wasn't home
I'm so depressed, I don't got nothin' left
Not even a heart cuz she made it explode

[Verse 2]
Left in the dark, now I'm floating in space
She disappeared without leaving a trace
Now she's a star that I can't help but chase
Now she's a song that's been stuck on replay
She's got no clue what she done to me
Ever since August, I've been in recovery
Everything happened so fast and so suddenly
All that could mean is she wasn't in love with me
My planet was swallowed by black holes
This is my funeral, black rose
Edgy, emotional, black clothes
Finished with life, I don't have hope
It's deeper than rap, but I'm more than a rapper
My story gets sadder, just flip through the chapters
There's no happy ending, just death and disaster
But that's no surprise, it's a similar pattern
I can't pull out all the knives in my back
Dripping in blood, every moment's my last
Cursed to revisit the times that we had
She was my universe, my other half
Now she's a memory, part of my past
My mind is fragile, it's cracking like glass
Stuck in this phase, always trapped in a trance
Hiding the real me under this mask
Gravity doesn't exist, if it did
Then it wouldn't have let you go drift
Into somebody else's possession, I'm sick
You made so many moves that I couldn't predict
I was stupid and used, a fool for your tricks
I'm stuck in your shadow, a lunar eclipse
Now I'm in the gallows, an endless abyss
I'm hanging on but I'm scared I might slip, cuz

[Chorus]
I lost some parts of myself that I'll never get back
It's like that girl took half of my soul
She was my universe, I gave her everything
That wasn't good enough, now I'm alone
I still remember the pain that I felt
When I came back and found out that she wasn't home
I'm so depressed, I don't got nothin' left
Not even a heart cuz she made it explode

[Verse 3]
I lost my mind when I lost all that time
And I can't help but cry when I'm losing control
I was denied, I was young, I was blind
If I said I was fine, that's a lie that I told
I'm in disguise, I'm so ready to die
This my suicide letter that's written in code
She picked a side and that side wasn't mine
It was packing her shit up and hitting the road

[Outro]
Home for, for so long
Been holding on
Don't let me go