Heartbeat (freestyle)

[Chorus]
Tonight feels like the worst night of my life, it’s like the world is ending
Why can’t I do one thing right except this form of self expression?
Every breath I take is painful, shit went left, I lost direction
Now I’m left with nothing, just a twisted lie and my reflection

[Verse 1]
Fuck a happy ending, this is real life, no fabrication
I wake up tired, I wake up dead inside, I have no motivation
My mind and my body’s divided, I just can’t handle this separation
Listen, I can’t even hide it, every song I write’s contеmplation
Y’all I know I come with the bars
Ink on my body to cover thе scars
I light a blunt then I fly with the stars
I’m in a world of my own, I’m on Mars
All of my secrets, they tear me apart
Shit that you won’t ever see from afar
DRB, I’ll always be in the dark
Is this ain’t no beat, it’s the beat of my heart
Yeah, I ain’t got nothing to prove
Y’all know what happens when I’m on the track
I’m putting nails in coffins, y’all must’ve forgot
So let me remind you, I’m back
Better than ever, but sadder than ever
Depression and terrors been making me crack
Cold like December, I’ll make you remember those feelings
That you try to leave in the past
I ain’t pretending I’m meeting my destiny
There ain’t no saving me, nobody’s blessing me
I don’t make friends, I make money and enemies
And I’m still keeping a hidden identity
I’m undercover, it’s killing me mentally
My only medicine’s making these melodies
Penning these verses is my only therapy
My only purpose is leaving a legacy

[Chorus]
Tonight feels like the worst night of my life, it’s like the world is ending
Why can’t I do one thing right except this form of self expression?
Every breath I take is painful, shit went left, I lost direction
Now I’m left with nothing, just a twisted lie and my reflection

[Verse 2]
Bitch, I’m what a profit is, yeah we’re polar opposites
I’m losing my consciousness, my future is ominous
No one knows me, just the old me, I remain anonymous
I can’t just erase my sins, I gotta face the consequence
Nothing is next, I’ve reached the end, my time is up, don’t cry for me
I gave it my best but I just don’t mesh with society
I lost myself entirely, consumed by my anxiety
When I move on from all this fucking pain, I’ll do it silently
I never accepted myself
Because nobody else did, my life was a lie
I’m always hurting myself when I’m all by myself
It’s like I’m only waiting to die
I’m giving up but I had a good run
Listen, I swear that I tried and I tried
I just decided I’m saying goodbye
So if you miss me, look up to the sky, I’m gone