Shatter

I was under the weather
And outwitted a drought
The rain fell
It was better to drown in it
Nihilism and cynical talk
Living in doubt
But doubt didn't amount to shit
Did it?
Put the pole to your chest
Like I'm jousting
Put a rumour to rest
You getting ousted
Stand back
Or let it connect
I've got a mouth full of blood
And a head of regret
You wanna

Leave me shattered
(My broken pieces on the floor)
Even after
(An image I could not restore)
Thoughts so scattered
I can't collect myself
But does it evеn matter?
(I can't live like this anymorе)

I'm falling apart at the seams
As you pull on my strings
As you take everything I know
Try to turn it all against me
But your promises are empty
So now I'm over lamenting
All the scars I show

Leave me shattered
Even after
Thoughts so scattered
I can't collect myself
But does it even matter?

When you left me
I just couldn't shake the memory of you, no
Unrelenting
I've held on too long
I need to let this go
Move on
I was wrong but still
You played your fucking part
I played along
Now I'm gone
You never finish what you start