Albatross

Living reckless
Nicotine for breakfast
I was born defective with an albatross necklace
No discretion
Climbing out the wreckage
Recognize the growing ego, I had to check it
Stressing
Opposite of calm and uncollected
Wishing I accepted all the help that I rejected
Chasing independence
I refused to get the message
With the red button syndrome forcing mе to press it
Issues
Compromises I could not commit to
I dеveloped habits in an effort not to miss you
And even after all the shit I had to get through
Collateral damage ain't necessary to forget you
We cancel out each other
I'm acidic and you basic
I freehand drew the conclusion
You couldn't trace it
I'm done ignoring there was any indication
You would turn your back on me
Like I knew you couldn't face it

Surrender to the sound
Of giving up and breaking down
Pretending I've convinced myself to care
I'm shooting from the cuff
I've suffered enough for the both of us
How the hell can you tell me this isn't fair?
Surrender to the sound
Of giving up and breaking down
Pretending I've convinced myself to care
(Pretending)
I'm shooting from the cuff
I've suffered enough for the both of us
How the hell can you tell me this isn't fair?
(This isn't fair)

I suspended the hunt, no Mission Impossible
Had me lost, but I'm back
And I'm tackling any obstacle
I stayed escaping the fate of a grave in Dayton
Almost gave my soul to Satan
That solution wasn't logical
Don't wait up
I figured out what I'm made of
Regained everything I gave up
Just to be your Vincent Vega
I've been staying underground like I'm a cicada
Now that my hiatus over, see me go omega

Surrender to the sound
Of giving up and breaking down
Pretending I've convinced myself to care
(Pretending)
I'm shooting from the cuff
I've suffered enough for the both of us
How the hell can you tell me this isn't fair?
(This isn't fair)