SHAME

[Intro]
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[Verse 1]
I can't even organize my fucking thoughts
I start to think and now my stomach sends these fucking knots
Is this the only life I'll ever really know?
I'm fucking drowning and it's underneath my own glow
I radiate a sickness and I hate it, uh
There's a painting on my ligaments, I fade it, uh
Watch the whole entire world turn gray right in front of me
And maybe I should lace this shit, I take the fucking ecstasy
I wouldn't feel a thing but I can cancel out the pain that I've been living with and all of this anxiety
Is trying to the best of its ability, drive me fucking crazy, made me robbed me of my sanity
Fuck how I'm living
I can't spеnd a day without loosing my shit
I keep disappointing the people I lovе
I'll never be anything more than a burden, yeah
And every time I write
I feel like I'm repeating all the same old lines
Maybe it's because I live life like this
I guess it never will change, all my heart's just hate, yeah, uh
And yeah I took that breather
I wasn't in a place where I could pick and fucking choose
I was stuck, everyday, felt the goddamn same
Just, like it does now so who the fuck do I blame?
Uh, who the fuck do I blame?
For all of my opinions only causing me shame
I'm bleeding on my carpet, I should stay in my lane
'Cause I'm a piece of shit and that's all they say about me
And damn straight, I'm not who I used to be
I had to change 'cause I was dying in my sleep
I gave in just to keep on living
Underneath the fucking liar of the son

[Bridge]
I was dying in my sleep, yeah, what
Yeah, I was dying in my sleep, ugh
Yeah, I was dying in my sleep
Yeah, staring at these Polaroids
Lost myself inside a void

[Chorus]
Staring at these Polaroids
Lost myself inside a void
Only purpose I can see
Is "Smoke the demons out of me"
Staring at these Polaroids
Lost myself inside a void
Only purpose I can see
Is "Smoke the demons out of me"
Staring at these Polaroids
Lost myself inside a void
Only purpose I can see
Is "Smoke the demons out of me"
Staring at these Polaroids
Lost myself inside a void
Only purpose I can see
Is "Smoke the demons out of me"