HYPOCRITE

[Intro]
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[Verse 1]
Yeah, feel like I'm the only one around whos available
Deal with all my shit when I'm alone
Never turning on my phone, all I ever tend to see is what you think of me
Fuck the negativity, maybe I'm a hypocrite
Never said I had it figured it out so how'd you figure that?
Always trying to turn the shit around and ignore the facts
Something in my head won't let me go to sleep, it's telling me
I'm a piece of shit and Ima fuck it up like every time
Feel like I don't have a choice in this shit that I say each day
'Cause I'm always keeping in mind how it's all gonna make you feel, yeah
Well if all of it's fucked, then it's better to assume I have to write an appeal to all of you fuckers
Right here on the internet, playing around with this shit like it isn't an issue
It's taking these kids out of the lives of the families, fuck, yeah
And really this shit isn't fanning me right
'Cause all I can do is just bitch and complain 'bout the shit that's been constantly fucking my brain
So we not the same, nah, yeah we not the same

[Verse 2]
I told you I'm trying to tackle my demons
But I don't like going outside, And I think I'm losing my mind
I get to thinking like what If I snapped and I wasn't 'round anyone else
Up to now I ain't even been able to do all the shit in my head but it happens I guess, I should say this, uh
Fuck it you know that I never told anyone I was the same
Now you surprised that I ain't gonna take how I'm starting to feel
That's how I feel 'bout myself and I keep my plan B on the shelf
I wake up and I take it to heart
Know that it's best if I start to take all the shit like it matters to me
But if I'm being honest it don't, so
Tell me why I'm always bad at giving fucks, can't seem to care about
Anything to do with anyone, know you won't live without me and my friends
Well hope you know I'm getting up and out
And I'm feeling down, boy I'm feeling down
Take what you like about living 'round here
Out here, I don't feel like I'm a whole, lotta fun
About done trying to make it through the day again, uh
Trying to make it through the day again, uh