OVERDUE

[Verse]
I hate doing this, you probably hate my guts
Well I don't give a shit, and that makes two of us
No you don't give a fuck, I'll probably bite the fucking gun until it hates me to
Let me swing around the ceiling fan till I'm all blue
Guess I wasn't meant for anything but neither were you
You didn't make that up and even less I took you too
And it's alright, you won't be angry once your in my shoes
I don't think you wanna die but fuck it neither do I
And it's a matter of time, I'm not invincible, this shit won't take me anywhere
Every time I try to write some shit down, it nеver fucking comes out at least thе way I want it to
Tell me something I don't know 'cause nothing ever fucking goes the way that it's suppose to go
Guess I'm not allowed to be a person, not a problem
That I'm human too, see it and your hated
Like I hate it when I see myself, yeah
Bills upon my fucking shelf, wish that I was stronger than I really am
But everything I do just turns into a fucking wreck
And I don't want it to, whole world tinted blue
Fuck am I supposed to do? Lay back on my neck and let you kick me 'cause you love it when I'm in pain
Something wrong in my brain, half of it now at war and Ima turn this building to a motherfucking shooting range, uh
And I don't gotta take a fucking test, I feel a fucking fool now
Just to figure this out, I don't wanna live now
I don't wanna do this, kinda seems like it don't matter what I want, I'm only here because it's [?] death
I'm sorry, honestly, I never meant to hurt you
But you have no idea the lengths that I'm willing to go to
Take a fucking life, it's not a problem, let me go do
That and any other fucking thing that I can do so

[Bridge]
Aye, yeah, yeah

[Chorus]
You can keep on acting like you ever gave a fuck but no, I'm seeing right through it 'less you got a way to prove you
And I can't seem to recollect a single fucking memory involving you, helping me
You can keep on acting like you ever gave a fuck but no, I'm seeing right through it 'less you got a way to prove you
And I can't seem to recollect a single fucking memory involving you, helping me, ugh