September

[Verse 1]
I bury myself with work pile it on
Stretch myself to the limit 18,19 hour days
I bury myself- take on a zillion projects
Regardless of importance or how much they pay
I bury myself work as hard as i can
Work til’ my body hurts
Then work a bit more
I bury myself- work the clock all around
Work me down the drain
Work me flat to the floor

[Chorus]
I put in hours of effort and sweat
Try to distance myself from feeling upset
But no matter how much
I detour I zig I zag and I curve
I stay way too close to that hot wire that nerve
That source of raw pain-
I bury myself-
And i think of you so much – it's insane

[Verse 2]
I bury myself in booze drown myself in drink
Swamp myself in spirit from first to final call
I bury myself-
I wallow in whisky vacuum vodka til’ i vomit
But i drink to stand not to fall
I bury myself i'm drinking right now too
A pint of guiness if you must be informed
I bury myself and think how my notions of you
Recently seem to have somewhat transformed

[Chorus]
For from dwelling on your last day in this world
So miserable and weak,so feeble you were…
I think now more of dumb little things
Catchphrases you'd use, the songs you would sing
I bury myself…
'Cause i think of you so much
I think of you so much it's insane

[Verse 3]
I bury myself it's the only way i know
That assists me and comforts and helps me not feel
That your death and your absence
An earthquake shook me my structure’s unsteady
Can no longer conceal
My internal turmoil my unsound soul
Incapability to continue in a life so chaotic
My loneliness and grief the lack of relief

[Outro]
I bury myself…
'Cause i think of you so much
I think of you so much
And I think of you so damn much!
It's psychotic