December

[Chorus]
A year has passed and once again it's new year's eve
I don't feel like partying all I want to do is grieve
Reminisce recall those moments of bliss
And hope in hearts so naive

[Verse 1]
It was a year ago exactly when we all took off
You seemed totally healthy except for that cough
But the truth is by that time the doctors already knew
It was the one thing those mother fuckers got right too
You had convinced your three brothers to take a break from their lives
And fly to Italy, to Tuscany for ten days with their wives
Brother two- he was game right away
After a while you won over brother three
Brother one- he was the hardest to persuade
Brother one brother one is me
Why did I have to be so stubborn,damn!
Was it really finances or something way deeper
A year later, still trying to understand
Dive into that dirt like a chimney sweeper
So, off we went and i'm so glad we did
The plane landed in Rome hit the ground and skid
Then we got a small car and drove through the night
When we finally found the place it was almost light
Within twelve hours everyone arrived
All together for the very last time in our lives

[Chorus]
A year has passed and once again it's new year's eve
I don't feel like partying all I want to do is grieve
Reminisce recall those moments of bliss
And hope in hearts so naive

[Verse 2]
You were so healthy and so beautiful the whole time we were away
Your only concern was to seize the day
Carpe' diem drove to Rome
Took a look at the Coliseum
Weren't supposed to have wine but you still had some
Ordered desserts made sure to have fun
Bought different kinds of cheese
In little tiny village factories but actually
Looking back I think we all kind of knew without knowing
That that vacation was too good to be true
Looking back at those final and incredible moments
I know now that I owe them to you
I'm having a real weird month
So many people that I just want to kill
The world's full of assholes the days don't move
I've had enough of this life
I've had my fill

[Chorus]
A year has passed and once again it's new year's eve
I don't feel like partying all I want to do is grieve
Reminisce recall those moments of bliss
And hope in hearts so naive

[Outro]
A year has passed and once again it's new year's eve
But i played all my cards ain't nothin' left up my sleeve
People keep telling me in time the pain will heal
And tonight's new year's eve
Big fucking deal
Big fucking deal
Big fucking deal