Self Induced

Lost inside these walls, tumbling downward my mind controlling me
No one to hear my call, anxiety plaguing me yet i fail to see truth (in you)
Feelings inside you see i can barley push through (it's true)
I swear it's a curse, thoughts i've rehearsed don't end
Lost inside my head again today...

Now you see, it's real for me
Body and mind invaded, have i no strength to face them?
Do you believe, my dying dreams?
Life that is lost for nothing, shrouded beneath the suffering

Demons, they lie to me
Just as i'm stumbling they tell me i'm nothing again
When does it end? where do i begin?

How could it get worse?
Holding onto this violence inside of me
Tell me what am i worth, running away from ones that I love most

Round and round, spiraling inside my head
My demons won't let me rest
But i know, someway i'll save myself from hell

Here i go, thinking in circles
Don't come close to me...

Now you see, it's real for me (don't tell me i'm nothing again)
Body and mind invaded, have i no strength to face them?
Do you believe, my dying dreams? (don't tell me i'm nothing again)
Life that is lost for nothing, shrouded beneath the suffering

Demons, I can not breathe
Just as i'm stumbling they tell me i'm nothing again (don't tell me i'm nothing again)
When does it end? where do i begin?

Tell me what am i worth, i'm begging you master save me from what i deserve
(don't tell me i'm nothing again)
Someway i'll save myself from hell