Requiem

Pass the time by watching dark skies
While pretending I'll live twice
This feeling inside clouds my mind
And it makes me feel I’ve to lost to life

Falling to this apathy
Drowning out the things I'll never be
And all I want you to know is
I'm trying to get it right before I reach the afterlife

Hanging on to words they say
Who’s to blame oh it doesn't matter anyway
And all I want you to know is
I'm trying to find myself just before I leave this realm

Thoughts in my head they won't go away
Time and time again i'm just trying to change
These thoughts in my head they just all stay the same
God only knows I've tried to numb this (pain...)

Falling to this apathy
Drowning out the things I'll never be
And all I want you to know is
I'm trying to get it right before I reach the afterlife

Hanging on to words they say
Who’s to blame oh it doesn’t matter anyway
And all I want you to know is
I'm trying to find myself just before I leave this realm

Thoughts in my head they won’t go away
Time and time again i'm just trying to change
These thoughts in my head they just all stay the same
God only knows I'm trying to change