Self-Destruct

When they oxygen dissolves
When you start to leave the ground
You wanna curse the world
But the words just won’t come out
What are you scared of?

When you hoped it wouldn’t come
But you never had a doubt
The hammer in your heart
Is trying to get out
What are you scared of?

Just breathe in, don’t freak out
Just be someone else
Push it down, take control
Oh god hear it goes
Like a bomb blast in my mind I self destruct sometimes

Nevеr have what you got
I’m a shell so shocked
March mе off I am not
What this cold world wants
Like a bomb blast in my mind I self destruct sometimes

When the people start to stare
With all their fake concern
You try to keep your cool
But your blood begins to burn
What are you scared of?

Then the lights begin to dim
And your airway starts to cave
You try to pray to god
But you know you won't be saved
What are you scared of?

Like a bomb blast in my mind I self destruct sometimes

Never be what you need
I’m a casualty
Say goodbye I am not
What this cold world wants
Like a bomb blast in my mind I self destruct sometimes

When they oxygen dissolves
When you start to leave the ground
You wanna curse the world
But the words just won't come out
What are you scared of?