Member of the World

[Verse 1]
Man, it's been a rough one
Miserable marathon
More than a month inside this head
This sober grandpa
Considered hard drugs
Googling pills to take for dread

[Pre-Chorus 1]
So when you start to descend
Oh, don't you try to defend
If you just give up instead
You'll be okay in the end

[Chorus]
Maybe I'm a member of the world again
Maybe I remember what it's worth to live
Maybe I'm back from my vacay down in Hell
Maybe when it all unfurls again
And the deadly black darkness descends
Maybe I'll be a bit nicer to mysеlf
[?]

[Verse 2]
Know all those moments
You feel like you'rе holdin'
A violent mob inside your lungs?
The whole of humanity
And all its insanity
Is making you wanna buy a gun

[Pre-Chorus 2]
Well for now it's all over, the conference is off
And somehow the old screaming demons are gone
Jump in my jammies and lay down my head
And pretend that they won't come again

[Chorus]
Maybe I'm a member of the world again
Maybe I remember what it's worth to live
Maybe I'm back from my vacay down in Hell
Maybe when it all unfurls again
And the deadly black darkness descends
Maybe I'll be a bit nicer to myself
[?]

[Outro]
Man, it's been a rough one
Miserable marathon
More than a month inside this head
This sober grandpa
Considered hard drugs
I thought I'd feel this 'til the end
Well for now it's all over, the conference is off
Thanking God that the old screaming demons are gone
So I jump in my jammies and lay down my head
Get ready, get ready, they're coming to get me again