Searching My Head

[Verse]
Been doing lot of searching in my head
Walking around and I been feelin' lost
Time will tell, I'm looking for an end
They probably thinking that I've gone soft

My ex girl walking around with a new man
Telling me that I'm her only one, her only man
Now let me ask you, well who ran?
You got a new friend
I'm back to old plans
Don't you remember how you started as an old fan?
Now I got real friends
I'm hosting Juke Jams
Remember painting all these pictures to my engram
My memory fades, it's for the best, oh God damn

[Pre Hook]
Moving on, tryna not remember
Wrote you songs, cold winds in Dеcember
Holding on, I'm holding back my tempеr
Cutting out my heart, I'm in her blender

[Hook]
Somebody tell him I'm the one who sent her
Somebody let him know that there's no better
I'm the one who taught her how to love her
He can have her, no I'm not beggar

[Verse 2]
I'm barely alive, I must be dying
Time will tell babe, I been crying
You gave up first, I stayed silent
Got sick of telling you that I've been trying

[Pre Hook]
Moving on, tryna not remember
Wrote you songs, cold winds in December
Holding on, I'm holding back my temper
Cutting out my heart, I'm in her blender

[Hook]
Somebody tell him I'm the one who sent her
Somebody let him know that there's no better
I'm the one who taught her how to love her
He can have her, no I'm not beggar

Somebody let him know that there's no better