Everything I Didn’t Want

[Hook]
Becoming everything I said I didn't want to be
I hate how I'm writing this song (and I hate that)
Too many people taking advantage over me
Why am I the one to fix your wrongs? (fix your wrongs)

[Verse]
Need some time away from you to write these melodies
Usually feeling better when I'm lonely and numb
Still haven't found the right drink to be my remedy
Always take my time at liquor stores, I like it strong
You don't remember me or what I've done for ya
Not even a friend to me, had a lot of love for ya
Yeah you need some therapy, hate to say it, but I promise you need it desperately uh uh
Memories, used to have a lot of chemistry
But they ain't really know me when I was back in math class
I just hit it slowly so she knows I'd date that
Put it past the goalie, nobody could've saved that, wow I laid that

[Hook]
Becoming everything I said I didn't want to be
I hate how I'm writing this song (and I hate that)
Too many people taking advantage over me
Why am I the one to fix your wrongs? (fix your wrongs)

[Verse 2]
And I been making all of these changes since last year
Don't even have no memories of sharing our first beer
You one of the only people that can make me drop tears
Had to move myself away I got a habit fighting fear
Late night no one by my side
Coping drugs that keep me high
Canine, lonely wolf, no guide
They done left me out to dry
Hate how you lied to my face
Hate how I've saddened my days
Hate how I'm losing my faith
Love how I'm hard to replace
Could give a fuck how you feeling today
With all the hate that you threw in my face
Had me searching for love in your maze
Got some memories I should erase

[Hook]
Becoming everything I said I didn't want to be
I hate how I'm writing this song (and I hate that)
Too many people taking advantage over me
Why am I the one to fix your wrongs? (fix your wrongs)