Room 8

Man I have to choose a side
Either that I live, pop these pills and die
Done with all this talking, gave too many signs
So when I die, do not be surprised

Man who am I? Falling for your lies
All this pain I’m feeling you can’t recognize
Man you told me that you want me out your life
Blocked you at 9, you said nevermind

Got manipulated, man you’re really hated
I cannot focus, man I’m too sedated
Gave you my heart, said you’ll never break it
Cannot comprehend the reason that we dated

Falling off the edge, you were never there
You were fucking lying saying that you care
It was one sided, it was never fair
I was your best, no one can compare

I cannot relax, thinking bout my past
Man my life is shit and that is really facts
You’re the one that broke me, why am I attached?
You were my first, certainly my last

Death will be my healing, grave is like a cast
You said we forever, couldn’t even last
For a whole year, running out of tears
Guess it’s game over, so it’s ending here
Man it’s ending here

I wish life came with instructions
So much pain, suffer, destruction
Once a little boy that grew up with nothing
Now I’m a teen, choosing death as an option

I don’t even know the pills that I’m popping
Locked inside my room so no one can stop it
Sleeping at night, in the morning won’t wake up
Walk you through my mind right after a break up

I wish life came with instructions
So much pain, suffer, destruction
Once a little boy that grew up with nothing
Now I’m a teen, choosing death as an option

And I don’t even know the pills that I’m popping
Locked inside my room so no one can stop it
Sleeping at night, in the morning won’t wake up
Walk you through my mind right after a break up

Man I have to choose a side
Either that I live, pop these pills and die
Done with all this talking, gave too many signs
So when I die, do not be surprised

Man who am I? Falling for your lies
All this pain I’m feeling you can’t recognize
Man you told me that you want me out your life
Blocked you at 9, you said nevermind

Got manipulated, man you’re really hated
I cannot focus, man I’m too sedated
Gave you my heart, said you’ll never break it
Cannot comprehend the reason that we dated

Falling off the edge, you were never there
You were fucking lying saying that you care
It was one sided, it was never fair
I was your best, no one can compare

I cannot relax, thinking bout my past
Man my life is shit and that is really facts
You’re the one that broke me, why am I attached?
You were my first, certainly my last

Death will be my healing, grave is like a cast
You said we forever, couldn’t even last
For a whole year, running out of tears
Guess it’s game over, so it’s ending here
Man it’s ending here