December.

Valentine in December
You said you love me but you don't remember my name
You cause me pain
All girls are the same

I’m feeling lost
I'm feeling lost
I want some happiness
What is the cost?
I promise myself that I'm not doing love
I’m permanently sleeping
6 feet in the mud

I know when I die I won't go up above
I'm making it hard, and it's breaking our trust
Play with my heart and then laugh when you're done
Might fuck around end my life with a gun

I wrote you some letters
You said you love me and you will do better
So ashamed, you cause me pain
All girls are the same

Valentine in December
You said you love me but you don't remember my name
You cause me pain
All girls are the same

I'm ready to die I'm digging my own grave
I’ve been here for 16 I can no longer wait
I got pills in my hand and I’m just tryna think
About how many pills that I do need to take

I can take 9 or just take the whole bottle
With no hesitation I will fucking swallow
Or I'll take the blade and cut down to the bone
Done with the talking I’ll leave you alone

No, Nobody gets it
I'm taking the knife leaving cuts on my skin
So ashamed, no one hears me
Oh soon I will be free

Valentine in December
You said you love me but you don't remember my name
You cause me pain
All girls are the same