Death note.

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I thought that what we had was love, I never understood it
I’m sorry for starting the fights and always acting foolish
The nights that you would cry I wish I held you in my arms
But no matter how hard I try I’m always causing harm

I wish that I could make you happy and just do my part
I’m trying hard to fix you, and to fix my broken heart
I’m overwhelmed and my anxiety is extra large
I’m trying hard to see but everywhere is extra dark

It’s really sad because my family does take a part
My mom is always screaming and my dad is always gone
My sisters always crying wondering what have they done
I lock myself inside my room wishing my death would come

I miss the feeling that I felt the first time that we met
But ever since you went back home everything’s been a mess
I’m sorry for not holding on the moment that you left
If it didn’t affect anyone then I’d be dead

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I’m playing Russian Roulette hoping it goes in my head
I gave you signs, I called for help, no one gets what I said
They brought me to the hospital hoping I get on meds
The meds they make me feel it more, and not to feel it less

My friends they tell that I need to find a way to cope
It’s either I’ll pop all theses pills, or I’ll hang from a rope
I lost myself, don’t know my purpose, and I’m losing hope
Self love is something I can’t have, it’s moving down a slope

I’m feeling suicidal but it really doesn’t matter
My heart is like a slammed plate, cause it’s fucking shattered
I’m going psycho cause I’m living the same fucking day
You listen to my music how do you think I’m okay?

This world we live in is a joke and I don’t wanna stay
I feel like I do not belong and I’m a waste of space
I feel like deaths the only option to get rid pain
I said it once, I’ll blow my brain just like I’m Kurt Cobain

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