​reloading redosing

Reloaded, I'm redosing, Ego, baby, I'm always pouring potent
So sick got 500 diagnosis, need to numb it all, heart slowing
No, I can't ever love, my heart's frozen, I can't leave it all broken
Just get higher and numb emotions, just rewire the mind's coding

Nothing is certain, can't ask for perfect
Sometimes I just feel so worthless, sometimes it's all just hurting
Tryna find a way, a purpose, before I fall off the surface
And getting high is all that's working, demonic form I can't be turning
If I gotta, fuck it, I'm still serving, all my haters nerds, prolly still virgin
Life hurts, that's why I'm off like 20 percs
Dont fuck with Ego, he cursеd, I used to sleep with the dirt
Nodding off on evеry single verse, look like I'm on dope at the concert
Enjoy life, can't let it get worse, I made like 20k just off my shirts
No lie and I still can't die, even off of all these pills and pints I'm fine
Popping pills, bitch, I ain't snorting lines, Jones Soda, fuck around and pour a five
(Really, really don't know how I'm still alive)

Reloaded, I'm redosing, Ego, baby, I'm always pouring potent
So sick got 500 diagnosis, need to numb it all, heart slowing
No, I can't ever love, my heart's frozen, I can't leave it all broken
Just get higher and numb emotions, just rewire the mind's coding

Another crib I trapped out got evicted, nothing left now except my addictions
In the hotel suite on 6 prescriptions, made a lot of poor decisions
Ain't goin back on the streets, fuck my critics, can't die, can't be another statistic
So sick, shout out my physicians, shout out the real heads for listening
She say she wanna taste my curse, baby girl, you never wanna feel this hurt
She wanted percs, now I'm in her purse, wasn't anything worth stealing, I'm the worst
Ah, fuck, I made like 20k just off my shirts, and these Dior, no, they ain't no fucking converse
Dreamside 2099, too late for converts, we done all the dirt, shush, shush, don't get hurt