​​hope you never know

All the drugs, all the drugs get crosssed
All my love, all my love got lost
Now I sit, now I sit and just rot
Convinced that I never can't stop
All the drugs, all the drugs get crosssed
All my love, all my love got lost
Now I sit, now I sit and just rot
Convinced that I never can't stop

I've been gettin high I've been stuck
Knowing that the world fucked
Filling up another cup
Rust my organs off the tuss
Since 16 I been servin the cut
Make a play, just need a lil luck
In Montreal they love meth i served dust
I served all ur friends cut mud
All the drugs get crosssed, all my love got lost
Now I sit, I can't еver really stop
I've been down bad dеpressed
Now I'm like fuck all the stress
Pour more ash on the floor, make a mess
I can't sit and wait on my death
Just wanted to feel a lil less
Numb it all feelings and pills repressed
Sellin' dope on my SMS
Pop an oxy and I'm possessed
Get all the pints all stretched

Will I see everyone I love if I take my life
It jus really don't seem that it feels right
And the memories haunting me tonight
Hope you never know what this feels like
Hope you never know what this pain is like

Been down such a dark road
So much you don't wanna know
Don't know where to call home
I was in the streets I roamed
Still pourin 4’s up in a styrofoam
All these highs just how it goes
Can't answer messages on my phone
Even the prettiest girls I leave alone
Im at a point I just can't care much
Can't really get high enough
Always feel everythings in a rush
And I know why you had to give up
I'm back pourin out plenty cups
Oxy 80s and dilaudid I took a bunch

Will I see everyone I love if I take my life
It just really don't seem that it feels right
And the memories haunting me tonight
Hope you never know what this feels like
Hope you never know what this pain is like