​dead and deader

[Intro]
Dilaudid Blues 2, reloaded, redosing (Sick, so sick)
Ego Mackey

[Chorus]
And I want Oxy that last forever, all ties to my old life, I severed
For the worse or for the better, dopamine on IV for my pleasure
I stay high inside in the nice weather, thought I was dead but I got deader
Poppin' these pills just to forget her, but I always still remember
And I want Oxy that last forever, all ties to my old life, I severed
For thе worse or for the bettеr, dopamine on IV for my pleasure
I stay high inside in the nice weather, thought I was dead but I got deader
Poppin' these pills just to forget her, but I always still remember

[Verse 1]
And it's all for you, you were gone out the blue
And I still can't get over lost loves, being hooked on these hard drugs
I always had to do too much, so I get why I'm someone you can't trust
Tried to play like I didn't give a fuck, got so lost, I can't have enough
Mistakes I made, a graph of escapes, these pills that I always take
Just to watch my brain break, some things I can't shake
Sometimes you just have to wait, I wait for death's embrace
Oh, what did I say? Just forget it, okay? Forget it all today

[Chorus]
And I want Oxy that last forever, all ties to my old life, I severed
For the worse or for the better, dopamine on IV for my pleasure
I stay high inside in the nice weather, thought I was dead but I got deader
Poppin' these pills just to forget her, but I always still remember
And I want Oxy that last forever, all ties to my old life, I severed
For the worse or for the better, dopamine on IV for my pleasure
I stay high inside in the nice weather, thought I was dead but I got deader
Poppin' these pills just to forget her, but I always still remember

[Verse 2]
I know I'm out of my mind, still think of you all the time
All these drugs, get high or die, I been up for days, just pourin' lines
Up for days and I still can't find, still feel empty inside
Sippin', tryna hold myself back, get high like my first time, relapse
I still got Oxy, Trams and Loratabs, Morphine, Clonaz and a lotta Xans
None it can heal all this bad, I did so much, yeah, it's all I am
Fuck it, can't die yet, damn, but I feel like I lose everything I have
Every time I withdraw, yeah, ah, fuck, it's too much, damn
Ah, fuck, it's too much, damn

[Chorus]
And I want Oxy that last forever, all ties to my old life, I severed
For the worse or for the better, dopamine on IV for my pleasure
I stay high inside in the nice weather, thought I was dead but I got deader
Poppin' these pills just to forget her, but I always still remember
Still remember