Pond

The bottom of the pond
They’re wondering where I’ve gone
They thought about trying to find me but it was just a passing thought

I hate my own body
But I am fucking lazy
I sit here wanting change but just keep doing the same damn thing

What’s the use in trying to survive? To survive
If we don’t do what makes us feel alive? Feel alive
What’s the use in trying to survive? To survive
If we don’t feel alive?

All the time I had was lost
I’m wondering where it’s gone
I wear a watch for structure but I don’t do the things I want
All the things I want