Applebee’s Bar

[Verse 1]
I am every person that you’ve ever ignored
I am the flaming bag of dog shit on your porch
I used to think I was a savior or a part of a cause
I now see I am nothing, no nothing at all
I am every reason that you scream all these words
I am every chorus, I am every verse
I’ll never let you feel done
You’ll always be haunted
I will keep you fighting
It’s not what I wanted
It’s not what I wanted
It’s not what I

[Verse 2]
I am all the bills that they slide under your door
I'm the bleeding heart, beating hidden under your floor
We move out
We move on
I think I’m learning to live like this
I think I’m done with being ignored

[Verse 3]
But there’s still empty cups and trash on my apartment floor
Hallway conversations bleed through my front door
The heated kettle is screaming at me to stop what I started, but things have changed
It’s not what I wanted
It’s not what I wanted
It’s not what I wanted
It’s not what I