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How long has it been now since I've last saw you?
Life has been on pause and I turned down the volume
I can't hear my own thoughts, my brain became soundproofed
A screen full of dots but this came out very rude
And everything changed
But I don't have any fucking control
And nothing is the same
We both aged well, I walk without any goals
My innocence stained
I had to learn how to recover my confidence
But today it rains
My wounds bled again, maybe that's the consequence
I had to learn how to recover my confidence
Maybе that's the consequencе

We walked on the same path for a while
Now we are both strangers
On my own I walked for miles to just feel so empty
Maybe I do miss her
We walked on the same path for a while
Now we are both strangers
On my own I walked for miles to just feel so empty
Maybe I do miss her

How long has it been now since I've last saw you?
Life has been on pause and I turned down the volume
I can't hear my own thoughts, my brain became soundproofed
A screen full of dots but this came out very rude
And everything changed
But I don't have any fucking control
And nothing is the same
We both aged well, I walk without any goals