​opium ad somnum

[Verse: theo]
Perceiving the void, in it, I jump
Distorted thoughts inside my cranium
Making it harder to reflect, in this mess that I created by myself
Mud to the legs and it's holding me back in the obscure
I did it to myself
Denaturing all these emotions, I tear 'em out
Wow, I saw someone jumping from a building
A man that decided to use the rest of his life
To paint on on the ground
A message to the world, I thought it was very inspiring
And then I saw his face, I recognized myself
I lost all kind of strength

I stepped back, fell into the mud
Slowly covered, panicking, shutting down my eyes, I inhale

[Verse: kill ebola]
Never wanted nonsense just friends
This amends for my shortcomings
And let's play pretend
Pret-
It gets fucked up in the rear view
Story teller in your ears too
Talk a lot and can't feel you
432 need peeled to
Fill the mirror with my fears
For long year after year
I quit shaking off the uh
I quit thinking when im here
Can't have far, can't have near
When I'm numb and don't steer
Avoidant of my peers
Want revenge for the tears