​aisuru

[Verse]
As I burn all these memories in my trash bag
I'm dancing in the dark and I start to weep as I lay in my bed
I'm afraid of the night
Afraid I'm not waking up and there’s nobody by my side
And I fall into the abyss, created by my brain
The loneliness that surrounds me makes me suffocate
I wish I could find the place that I've been looking for
And I wish to never feel this emptiness anymore
I've been on my own for the longest
I've been waiting to finally get some rest
Walking down the road all alone
Hell is everywhere, hеll is everywherе
I've been avoiding these drugs all along
I don’t have any tastes on my tongue anymore
I haven't felt anything for a long time
I think I'm just numb now

[Chorus]
I've been waiting for a sign
It never came up to my eyes
And I feel so numb, and I feel so dead
There's a big sun outside, but it's cloudy in my head
Got nowhere to run, got nowhere to hide
Watching the rain fall as I cry
Got nowhere to stay, got nowhere to heal
I've been waiting for a sign
It never came up to my eyes
And I feel so numb, and I feel so dead
There's a big sun outside, but it's cloudy in my head
Got nowhere to run, got nowhere to hide
Watching the rain fall as I cry
Got nowhere to stay, got nowhere to heal

[Post-Chorus]
I've been waiting for a sign
It never came up to my eyes
And I feel so numb, and I feel so dead
There's a big sun outside, but it's cloudy in my head
Got nowhere to run, got nowhere to hide
Watching the rain fall as I cry
Got nowhere to stay, got nowhere to heal
I've been waiting for a sign
It never came up to my eyes
And I feel so numb, and I feel so dead
There's a big sun outside, but it's cloudy in my head
Got nowhere to run, got nowhere to hide
Watching the rain fall as I cry
Got nowhere to stay, got nowhere to heal