Parts of Emily

(Sinking)
Have you seen blood more than ten times a day?
(Close you in)
Haven't you faked the most glorious smile?
(Sinking)
Hide your tears from your friends with your hair
(Close you in)
Where did your father leave you? Leave me

(Close you in your shell)
Can you remember a time so bright that even you smiled?
(Close you in your shell)
Can you remember the night you cried because I was with you?

"Go and leave me, please"
I'm like a fool without sympathy who can never learn to think straight
I left you alone in the dark, I'm sorry
(That was my big mistake)

And when the evening sky is that high above
Like the night when I turned you my back
My life is a mess, I'm sorry
(That was my big mistake)
That night I made up my worst decision
That would scar you for the rest of your life
I left you alone on the dark, I'm sorry
(That was my big mistake)

(Walking around in circles to make the time go faster
A desperate hold around the phone and an unstable mind that is behind to crack
You are the answer to everything still I can't make up any questions
If you could just let go of all the sadness and all your grief you'd become whole person again
Now I can neither see or talk to you
And I know you can't see the fear in my eyes
Because I am the victim of your crimes)

"Did you ever see the hope you gave me?
Can you imagine the pain you've cost me?
You let me down. Forsaken and alone
"You let me down. Alone"