I Don’t Want To Be A Part Of This Anymore

I'm sinking, the water is getting colder
It's so difficult to see
It's getting darker here
I look up and I see the sun
And then I see you
Looking down at me

You didn't see that I gave up on it all
When I dove into the ocean
You didn't seem to be bothered by my scars
When I dove into the ocean

You have grown up, I'm still a child
I never heal, I never learn
You have grown up, I'm still a child
I never heal, I never learn

How could I
Break it to you? It breaks me too
Break it to you? It breaks mе too
How should I
Leave it alone? Moving on
Lеave it alone? Moving on

Understand that I tried so hard
Understand that I still care for you anyway

Laying awake at night
Thinking about how it could have ended
When you were always here in my mind
That's how I remember you by
It was summer and it was warm
We slept in the same room
I cried in silence
It was the coldest night

And I wanted to sneak out that night
And just walk all the way to the ocean

I'm sinking down
In the deep blue