Pain Inside

[Hook]
The pain inside of me is killing me right here
I’m never gonna make it through again for mi high peers
I just want to end it all before it kills me quick
The clock is ticking, and I’m out of time for all this shit
I’ll never make it work (Why?) Because I’m feeling hurt (So)
So I got to take the pain away to break the curse
And my motherfucking self, I can’t take it anymore
And when I die, they’ll never miss me, they’ll just ignore (me)

[Verse One]
I don’t like it when they treat me different and unfairly
I can never take the pressure, everything is going crazy
Everything’s essential, all I get is nonessential
But they don’t really understand my shit that has potential
They just take a look at me, and tell me that I’m trash
And it’s hurting me real fast, now the pain is coming back
And it’s getting worse than that, no medicine’s working right
Bitch I never even tired, all I do is fucking cry
Like a little bitch, they don’t really want to hear me rap
They don’t even want to hear me sing, and that’s a fucking fact
I should give it up right now before they get a chance to kill me
I don’t want to make it worse than I already did, there will be
Consequences I can never walk away from when they’re here
Right in front of me before my fucking eyes, I’ll make it clear
Anybody try to help me, I will always reject it
I don’t really need your motherfucking guidance, I’ll eject it (Bitch)

[Hook]
The pain inside of me is killing me right here
I’m never gonna make it through again for mi high peers
I just want to end it all before it kills me quick
The clock is ticking, and I’m out of time for all this shit
I’ll never make it work (Why?) Because I’m feeling hurt (So)
So I got to take the pain away to break the curse
And my motherfucking self, I can’t take it anymore
And when I die, they’ll never miss me, they’ll just ignore (me)

[Verse Two]
I can see why they want me dead, so I can take the pain away
All I got to do is commit suicide to fade away
That way, they will all be happy without me in life
I’m accepting everything they say about me, am I right?
Ain’t no way I can escape it, ain’t no way I can make it
Now they pointing fingers, blaming me, but people mistake it
They will never understand the way I’m feeling ‘cause they hate it
When I talk about what’s on my mind, they say that I fake it
But I don’t think they should know that I always keep it real
They don’t understand the fucking pain I suffer and I feel
I’ve been fighting for my life, but nothing has ever worked
Nothing’s breaking that curse, I know the pain that still hurts
Because I’m dying from conditions that I’m carrying with me
It’ll never end until I die, I’ll bury it with me
What I’m gonna do is for the greater good of the world
‘Cause everything around me is spinning, I’m gonna hurl (Ugh)

[Hook]
The pain inside of me is killing me right here
I’m never gonna make it through again for mi high peers
I just want to end it all before it kills me quick
The clock is ticking, and I’m out of time for all this shit
I’ll never make it work (Why?) Because I’m feeling hurt (So)
So I got to take the pain away to break the curse
And my motherfucking self, I can’t take it anymore
And when I die, they’ll never miss me, they’ll just ignore (me)