Overthinking

[Chorus: Josh Schulze]
Still, I'm overthinking this life, I try to try
Give my all, but I can't win in this fight, I don't know why
I swear I'm only losing my mind, I try to smile
Still, I'm overthinking this life, for one last time

[Verse 1: Knox Hill]
They call me the king with no crown
They call me a god, but don't bow
They say that I'm next, but why now?
Started simple with a vision, meant it and I lived it
Spittin' that scripture, addin' up my actions
Try to make a difference, listen, still, I felt distance
People in my circle knew that they would miss it
Diss it, dismiss everything that I did, like I ain't talk the topics
Never bought the profits, these thoughts gеt harder
Sometimes feel likе I can walk on water
I heal hearts when it's dark tomorrow
Still, you're speaking down on me like you deaf to me
You broke bread with me, you sat next to me
But now you mention my name and it's defamy?
What are you, deaf to me?
Like you ain't hear my lessons that I stressed to preach
See, this was planned out, call it destiny, but no rest in peace
Remember that night when I cried in the garden?
I knew back then I would die a martyr, don't lie, it's harder
I sat right there and you would turn on me
Still concerned for you, but no concern for me?
Let me burn this peace, go and cross my heart for eternity

[Chorus: Josh Schulze]
Still, I'm overthinking this life, I try to try
Give my all, but I can't win in this fight, I don't know why
I swear I'm only losing my mind, I try to smile
Still, I'm overthinking this life, for one last time

[Verse 2: Knox Hill]
Grandmama, I love you (Love you)
Grandmama, you raised me (Raised me)
Grandmama, I miss you (Miss you)
Still, I see you in these daydreams
I think about the days, milkshakes in the shade
[?] used to play
I was carefree then, never worry about a wage
You made my days rich even though I wasn't paid
Turn off the TV, made me read stories
Made me love the journey, and I loved you for it
Even when I'm home, we were always out exploring
To when I, I look in the mirror, I see through
I look at these words, I see you
All of the lessons you taught, all of the times I was lost
All of the times I was sad and felt low
You lent your hand, you picked me up
Made me your man, you built me up
When I was down, you lift me up, you put me back
I never quit because you believed when I couldn't see it
[?] plane, you were there cheerleading, I'm speechless
Told me how to be a dreamer, on god
Told me how to not sleep it and work hard
I miss you

[Chorus: Josh Schulze]
Still, I'm overthinking this life, I try to try
Give my all, but I can't win in this fight, I don't know why
Still, I'm overthinking this life, I try to try
Give my all, but I can't win in this fight, still, I don't know why
I swear I'm only losing my mind, I try to smile
Still, I'm overthinking this life, for one last time