My Own Enemy

[Verse 1]
I don't mean to be rude, Jude
Coming with the law on you, dude
[???] with the scope on my two-two (.22)
But it swings around if you shoot
Enemy at the gate, mental enemy of my state
I think free as I create, but the more I give, the more I take, watch me
Feeling like the pressure been mounted, feeling surrounded, still ain't ever doubt him
Just because my name is Hill, I stand tall like I'm a mountain
You want flows? I just go fountains
Want more shows? Get my accountant
'Bout to get a mouthful, dropped a new album
Brace for the crown, no cap, get countin'
And I know I got, got this
You, you, you? You not, not this
Haters impediment, my speech eloquent
I reach veterans, biblical David, I teach Letterman
Told me who is better than me
You two years, I'm varsity
Put you in a bag, now get in my tee
You par, I'm a [?]

[Pre-Chorus]
Say they're my friends, but are they real? (Hmm)
I swear I see teeth and claws moving through my field (Yeah)
All I hear is voices, telling me to kill (Uh-huh)
There's a monster in the mirror, but is it real?

[Chorus]
I am my own enemy (Own enemy)
I am my own enemy (Own enemy)
I am my own enemy (Own enemy)
Haters all like friends to me
Don't be friends with me

[Verse 2]
Yellow lights, yellow lights, tell me slow, but I see green lights
I see headlights, all those red lights, now they're blue
Now I see chalk lines through the phone lines
Is that blood? Oh no, it's not mine
I should try to give it back, but I can't seem to find the owner
Can you show me to the coroner?
Got those organs, who's the donor?
You can't breathe? Just blame corona
You want beef? Then get the smoker, I'm lit
Back on my throne, I'm the cream of the crop
I'm the reaper in the fields and the [?] cropped
I'm a real MC, but you photoshopped
But you on your knees, 'bout to blow your top, [?]

[Pre-Chorus]
Say they're my friends, but are they real? (Hmm)
I swear I see teeth and claws moving through my field (Yeah)
All I hear is voices, telling me to kill (Uh-huh)
There's a monster in the mirror, but is it real?

[Chorus]
I am my own enemy (Own enemy)
I am my own enemy (Own enemy)
I am my own enemy (Own enemy)
Haters all like friends to me
Don't be friends with me

[Verse 3]
There's a lot of words that are better left unsaid
Let's make a pact and lock it up, but I can't keep them in my head
I try to push them down, but now they're tearing at my heart
I hid the monster that's inside, but I'm afraid when it gets dark (Shhh)
You want me to end? I'll tell you where I started
You really want the drama? I'll pick you apart
Guess my claws are sharper then all they watch you call it off
"You saw that guy? Can't believe he sold that guy"
Can't call that guy after he's done
II walk up to a mirror, look at me, and then I run

[Pre-Chorus]
They say they're my enemies, but are they real?
I got teeth and claws as I'm moving through these fields (Shhh)
I hear all these voices, telling me I shouldn't kill
There's a monster in the mirror, and I know that he's real

[Chorus]
I am my own enemy (Own enemy)
I am my own enemy (Own enemy)
I am my own enemy (Own enemy)
Haters all like friends to me
Don't be friends with me

[Outro]
They say that they're friends to me
Don't be friends with me
I am my own enemy (Own enemy)
They say that they're friends with me
They're enemies
I was once a friend to me
Now I'm an enemy