​over the bridge

[Intro]
(Dark cloud hanging over me)
Sometimes I feel like I don't have a partner
Sometimes I feel like I let down all my friends
I'm just shitty at living
I'm shitty and unstable
Lonely, oh I can just lay down and die

[Verse 1]
Wish I was anybody but me
I'm tired of being ugly
I'm tired of making changes just to make some people love me
All this trying to be famous got these
Lies living above me
Imma drive into a lake my ego
Strapped into the front seat
He won't get away from me
Then he won't get away bump free
I won't spend my days running
From this dope that has become me
I Know that doom is coming
And you soon will find a hung me
Cuz the sooner I summon peace
Is the sooner I can run free
A loser I'm a scumbag
Broke and usually hungry
Mostly useless a dummy
Made no improvements
It's stunning
I'm stupid
I'm just a human making gloomy music
I'd rather be found in a ditch dead than continue to do this
No matter how much I spit i just keep on swallowing mucus
I'll be hollow inside while yall keep on following movements
Cannot swallow my pride when
I'veI still got tongue left to chew
And i can't unborrow this body
There's only one thing to do
I'm an enemy

[Chorus]
I'm an enemy
I am my worst enemy
I am my worst enemy
Fuck it
I will defeat this evil even if it means kickin' the bucket
I'm an enemy
I am my worst enemy
I am my worst enemy
Fuck it
I will defeat this evil even if it means kicking the bucket

[Verse 2]
Fuck you and fuck me
Fuck doing and fuck being
Fuck faking I'm leaving
For fucks sake
I don't need this
I'm frustrated
Beneath it
I'm takin a breather from breathing
Believe it or not
I'm Retreating to be in a box
So be it
Me and my weaknesses
Little mental diseases
That griddle bits of my brain 'til I scribble
Shit I don't mean it's
A chemical imperfection apparently
I'm in need of more chemicals
To intercept all the pitiful misery
So this is to all the beautiful bitches
I'll never date
The kids that I'll never have
The food that I'll never taste
The places I'll never visit
Vacation I'll never take
Wife that I'll never marry
The records I'll never break
I'm stepping into the matrix
Accepting my pepper spray
No medicine can erase this
A leper I'd rather stay
A detriment to the earth
It was never prepared to make
Farewell and take care
I'm off to make the world a better place

[Chorus]
'Cause I'm an enemy
I am my worst enemy
I am my worst enemy
Fuck it
I will defeat this evil even if it means kicking the bucket
I'm an enemy
I am my worst enemy
I am my worst enemy
Fuck it
I will defeat this evil even if it means kicking the bucket

[Outro]
I always have somebody that want-
That don't want to be my friend
And that's why I never- I just want to die
So nobody don't wanna pick on me
'Cause everybody picks on me all the time
So I'd like you to ask all your kids
Don't pick on other people, don't pick on anybody
Just tell them, "be nice"
I have all the [?]
That I know that somebody wanna be my friend out there
But, why don't one just come out here and just say that to me
Like they wanna be my closest friend to- to me
'Cause that's why
I just don't want to be in this world
If somebody don't wanna be my friend
[?]
I wanna die
I always have God to be my friend forever
I just still see him real better when I'm up there with him
'Cause I feel like I'm down here with the devil