​kaptain kurt

[Intro]
Suicide is painless
It brings on many changes
And I can take on even if I please

[Verse 1]
I'm gonna kill myself
I'm gonna end my life
Fuck have I been waiting for
I'm doing that shit tonight
I'll use a foolproof method
I'll make sure it gets done
I'll make sure that my parents
No longer will have a son
I got high expectations
I got low self esteem
I wanna bake a cake but
I got no recipes
Yes I can read a cook book
But I don't understand
So I'll just kill myself
Now that's a fucking plan
Never been a better time to end this bitter path of mine
I've given all of my supply I'll always be a bust
Everything I've ever tried has given me a pass to die
Been ran around and taken down so yes I'm giving up
Guess I'll give a fuck when I'm a breath away from death I may regret the way I leapt to paint and dress the pavement floor
Guess I'll finish up and say the rest of my confessions may I rest and lay my head today I'm raving nevermore
I'm never having children
Too busy raising hell
I'll never make it
I was born to die and raised to fail
I've got no motivation
I got no goals or plans
So I'll just kill myself
Die like a fucking man

[Bridge]
I don't know what you want from me
I'm in no shape for suffering
I don't think you should stay to see
Gotta go there's no space for me
I don't know what you want from me (Cyanide I need Cyanide)
I'm in no shape for suffering (Sayonara my silent sighs)
I don't think you should stay to see (I'm signing off I see the shining light)
Gotta go there's no space for me (I'm hearing silent night but where's Jesus Christ)
I don't know what you want from me (Cyanide I need Cyanide)
I'm in no shape for suffering (Sayonara my silent sighs)
I don't think you should stay to see (I'm signing off I see the shining light)
Geronimo here I go I'm free(I'm hearing silent night but where's Jesus Christ)

[Verse 2]
Flaw in design
Awful at best
Caught in a big psychological mess
I'm a drop below shit
I'm a blob of distress
I've no reason to live
I'm a hop from my death
I'm a show with no depth
All I know is regret
I'm a foe and a faux
I'm all no with no yes
I am broken and soaked in
Emotional stress
All I hope is to float
Into motionlessness
With folks stepping over my body
Ain't nobody takin steps inside of my shoes
I'm unlikely to be exercised of this try me
I probably got a hex the size of this room
And I'm sorry for the mess I left
I let stress prevent my best efforts
Rest I must soon
Ain't no stopping this depression
Unless I let death in
Destiny's dealt her hand
And I'm through
Boom

[Outro]
Cyanide I need Cyanide
Sayonara my silent sighs
I'm signing off I see the shining light
I'm hearing silent night but where's Jesus Christ
Cyanide I need Cyanide
Sayonara my silent sighs
I'm signing off I see the shining light
I'm hearing silent night but where's Jesus Christ