​it’s not that

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It's not that I don't have the motivation
It's not the motor skills that I'm lacking
I've had no vacation
The overreacting and the overstating
It's not the over drafting or the overpaying
It's not the selfless acts, the selfish goals
The self-awareness with no self-control
It's not the lamest thing I ever wrote
It's not the shame that I'mma feel when I display these notes
It's not the darkness of my skin pigment
It's not my close relationship that has been distant
It's not that I'm built like I run distance
It's not the fact that my genesis is still unwritten
It's not because I never call my mom or dad
It's not because my girl don't even wanna call me back
It's not that I get called white for speaking right
It's not that when I'm fucking up they wanna call me black
It's definitely not because I'm a hermit or introverted recluse
It's not because of smoking weed or drug abuse
It's not that I don't see
It's not that I don't wanna do
It's not because I'm me
It's because I wanna be you