Old Me

[Hook]
Trynna be cosmic, Elevating so high I don't feel normal
This is just the way we are man I'm feeling immortal
The old me starting to kick in, this shit I can not hide
Not trynna make myself sound so perfect, just got aggression by my side

[Verse 1: Sebastian]
To the girl I dissed on Shaco I apologize
I was down bad and unwise I was just frustrated and had a lot on my mind
Didn't mean to take it out on you I was just so unbalanced
But now I'm a better man I've changed and still showing my talent
If I hurt someone else that shit is gonna hurt me as well
I ain't perfect, but imma be humble and put my ego on the shelf
Noticing everyonе all of a sudden are always around me
Don't trust this shit bеcoming more aware of my surroundings
Hell I gotta be in the darkness cause it's the cosmic season
I'm fighting the darkness and finding the light that's the reason
Trynna block the pain away so I can heal from whatever
Feels like I'm turning into the old me I rather be my true self forever
Hate putting myself at danger seems my anger is excessive
But that's just one of my traits I'm just born aggressive
Was depressed for a bit I don't need antidepressants
I can insure my own life, that's just me being progressive

[Hook]
Trynna be cosmic, Elevating so high I don't feel normal
This is just the way we are man I'm feeling immortal
The old me starting to kick in, this shit I can not hide
Not trynna make myself sound so perfect, just got aggression by my side

[Verse 2: Keith]
Ay yo fuck this shit you mother fuckers bout to make me turn into the old me
Keeping they mask on and stay under cover and be fake that's word to my homies
Feels like God put me away from others there's a reason why I'm lonely
But I'm impassive about it I love myself and I still got Asia on me
Don't need anyone else so no I don't want no mo' hoes
I'll leave ya ass runnin' around indecent exposed with no clothes
You shouldn't fuck with us take a step back like you taking a photo
And when they see me and Sebastian on the scene they whisper oh no
All natural fuck the syringes my own blood is what's written in with
Sitting in with the rap game they only care about the image and shit
In fact I'm just trynna make a positive impact
Not like the rest of these rappers, the things they talk about I abstract
You can call me lame for that one, don't like it then goodbye
Me and Sebastian getting our thoughts alleviated in Dubai
After this project I feel everything will be peaceful
Letting go of other people, who were deceitful

[Hook]
Trynna be cosmic, Elevating so high I don't feel normal
This is just the way we are man I'm feeling immortal
The old me starting to kick in, this shit I can not hide
Not trynna make myself sound so perfect, just got aggression by my side

[Outro: Sebastian]
Now days they think you gotta be hard as fuck to rap
Doesn't matter if you got the skills they won't listen if you're image is whack
They think its corny what I say, they rather listen to thugs on the spot
But I'd rather be hated for who I am than loved for who I'm not