Contemplating

[Hook]
Contemplating in my mind releasing these dark thoughts
Used to contemplate me rapping I decided to give it a shot
Cause I'm good at spitting bars it was my opportunity
And if you detest this I don't give a fuck who are you to me?
Trynna get some love contemplating if I should find it
But Imma let the universe bring it to me I don't mind it
Contemplating whether or not I should just be peaceful
Might as well cause you get what you give you'll meet good people

[Verse]
I'm all about the heat felt likе I was baptised by fire
Maybe bеcause I'm an aries you'll get buried if you try to make us retire
Back in my freshman and sophomore years I was smoking green
Got me lazy, didn't make no videos and I wasn't spitting heat
My aggression picking up contemplating of just releasing it
But it's one of my weaknesses kinda hard for me to be seizing this
Jump up on the MPC turn the tracks to MP3s
It's the S-E-B feel like I can do anything yeah they all envy me
Used to try out cigarettes but that shit was unpleasant
Was depending on other things my life used to be depressing
But I put that shit down and started focusing on me
Started lifting weights, now big enough that I could fold you like origami
But I ain't gonna do that I'm gonna make a change
Coming for the dark side and ending this phase
Told it to get the fuck out of my way
I know my demons bound to catch up one day
I guess I did weed and alcohol just to also fit in
But without that shit I'm comfortable in my own skin
Having bad thoughts but it happens to most people
Back when Adam and Eve ate from the tree of knowledge of good and evil
That's why it happens to us and I need to stay away from it
I plan to help the world out don't care about reaching the summit
And if you hate me for that I wish you the best, stay close minded
Like Tyrone I'm feeling like a coin cause I'm two sided
Dark and Light, even though the first one is my last name
Rather be in the light, can't let the darkness cascade
I want to be peaceful but it seems the world prefers madness
Just gonna be myself cause fuck all the malice
My words are weapons, it’s evident I’m selective
I’m begging for you to question the message that I’m selecting
In other words I'm trynna choose the right words for each song
Cause if I say something fucked up they think I seem wrong
So I'm contemplating of just dropping all the bad shit
Cause if I think about it too much bad shit could happen

[Hook]
Contemplating in my mind releasing these dark thoughts
Used to contemplate me rapping I decided to give it a shot
Cause I'm good at spitting bars it was my opportunity
And if you detest this I don't give a fuck who are you to me?
Trynna get some love contemplating if I should find it
But Imma let the universe bring it to me I don't mind it
Contemplating whether or not I should just be peaceful
Might as well cause you get what you give you'll meet good people