I’m Sorry

[Hook]
Gotta stay inside can't feel the wind blow
Feel like paying 20 grand for bullet-proof windows
I'm a better man no longer smokin indo
Got better instantly don't know a crescendo
I apologize for being an asshole and making disses written in raps
I do open my heart and show love I guess I'm just not used to getting it back

[Verse 1: Sebastian Dark]
Want to say sorry to the girl I dissed on Shaco in this verse too
Hope you understand that I didn't wanna hurt you
Always talking about you in my raps
Seen her giving mean looks I can't help but laugh
And yes I do like her, so what?
I'm real if that's how I feel I'll say what I want
But when she said what she said I felt really hated
My dark state of mind kicked in was getting frustrated
Just wanna apologize for taking it out on her
I should've just took it and been stronger
Had so much on my mind wanted to express it I don't mean to bother
You see back in July I was so fucked up I don't know who that person was
Don't know why all of a sudden I feel concerned what's with all this fuss?
I said the same thing to the girl I wrote on a love letter but I actually kinda lied
Hell I'm still learning the shit I do I was too much of a simp and I'm not surprised
Everybody wanna be a thug, nobody walkin in love
Even when it helps you gain if you don't want to you just gonna get bad blood
And I'm not chasing so if you want to come up to me then go ahead
Had so much anger I was impulsive but now I've changed I hope you're not upset

[Verse 2: Lil Keith]
All natural like oat brands engineered like no other
In this rap game I'm not leaving and that's word to my mother
Can't even breathe that good anymore feels like I just got smothered
Even though we been through shit but there isn't words to describe how much I love her
Momma where the fuck have you been though?
Thinking about you a lot but also on my kin though
These shadows leaving an innuendo
Feels like you only go up when you get low
I apologize for running away from all the drama but I felt like I was trapped
Gonna open my heart and show love to the whole world through my raps
Momma forgive me for what I've done
Felt like I had no love so I had to run
She saw me run off into the sun, tears running down I don't know what life's become
My dad telling me to just be strong at least he knew how I felt
I know I got into a lot of trouble but shit I still got the scars from your belt
Shit I ain't perfect in the slightest and neither is Sebastian
Now that I've became a better man, just doing what I love such as rappin
I'm willing to fill in all of the blanks
Like I'm in class and after that I expect no thanks
Taking the darkness and sealing it's fate
Just love yourself a lot and life will be great
Releasing negative energy I know this shit may sound corny as fuck
I looked in the mirror and said something good and forgave the shit that I've done