Old Ghosts

[Hook]
I was too afraid to say
The things I should've said to you
When we were seventeen
And I still thought that you loved me

It’s a lost cause digging up old ghosts from under my bedroom floor
This house hasn't changed but I don't feel the same anymore
No, I don’t feel the same anymore
Reflecting on who I used to be
My thoughts never made sense to me
And after everything I've seen
I think I'm somewhere in-between
Who I am and who I want to be

[Verse 1]
My bed doesn't feel the same
When it's late and I'm awake
Because I wished away the day

And my nights always go the same way
Same songs, same thoughts different day
Guess they mean more to me than I'll say

This is how I've been living my life
Since I left everything behind
Memories still burnt into my mind

Memories of us in photos that I took
The colour of the sky, the way you looked
But none of that matters because

[Hook]
I was too afraid to say
The things I should’ve said to you
When we were seventeen
And I still thought that you loved me

It’s a lost cause digging up old ghosts from under my bedroom floor
This house hasn't changed but I don’t feel the same anymore
No, I don't feel the same anymore
Reflecting on who I used to be
My thoughts never made sense to me
And after everything I've seen
I think I'm somewhere in-between
Who I am and who I want to be

[Outro: The Problem with The Big Picture Is That It’s Hard To See]
I said I’m sorry
But I wasn't sorry enough to give back what you gave me
I got to you fast, but not fast enough
I know the reason you're always afraid