Not Your Type

[Hook]
I know I’m not your type
But you’ve meant more to me in the past few weeks
Than anyone else has in the past few years
And my feelings last while the time has passed
Forever washing I was closer to you
In my room
I’m still stuck with the same feelings I had a year before I met you

[Verse 1]
I know we’ve been quiet
Spending days so fucking tired
Smoking so I don’t feel wired
See the dark behind my eyelids

I see the leaves fall off trees from my window and soon I know
That it’ll be winter, my heart will colder
I thought I’d get better as I’m getting older

But each day is some new shit that I’ve got to deal with
I cannot handle this
Always be dwelling on everything that I’ve missed
And when I look up at the sky each night I think about what could’ve been
Between you and me, where we’d be if we’d met someplace different

The only thing that’s kept me sane is my wishful thinking
And thinking of you has got me wishing that I could be somewhere different
Romanticise what doesn’t work and
Fuck up all my friendships first
Just leave me lying in the dirt
Just leave me lying in the dirt
I know it won’t because

[Hook]
I know I’m not your type
But you’ve meant more to me in the past few weeks
Than anyone else has in the past few years
And my feelings last while the time has passed
Forever washing I was closer to you
In my room
I’m still stuck with the same feelings I had a year before I met you