May

[Verse 1: Yung Ivy]
I still think of your black hair
And the way your eyes looked in the moonlight
I don’t want you to think that I don’t care
Every time we talk I wish I could go back there

(I’m sorry)
I want to be the person you need me to be
(I can’t be)
Drifting in and out of where I’m supposed to be
(I’m sorry)
I need to be the person I want to be
(I can’t be)
Wasting time on things that aren’t good for me

[Hook: Yung Ivy]
Cus I remember how it felt in May
Alone at the end of every day
A few months gone and I’m still the same
It’s the thought of you keeping me awake
The way I spent my time todays got me looking for a quick escape
From the idea that I was better of off a year ago today

I’m always gonna second guess myself
But I don’t want to rely on someone else
To tell me that I’m doing the right thing all the time

So if all I am is heartbreak and self-doubt
I’ll make it work while I figure myself out
Take the better parts of me and hope to find some clarity

[Verse 2: wstdyth]
If I went back
What would you say different
What could I do different
It’s not your fault
I just lose sight of all purpose
Waste time thinking
Of who we are
And when it’s my time
To exit your broken dreams
Just know that I’m fine
It’s not what you make it out to be

Suicide is haunting all my dreams
Either you or it’s me
I just want to fly away in a pipe dream
Keep me in the loop please
Tell me what you’re feeling
All i want to do is keep you safe keep you next to me
And idk what to say when you tell me what you did
All i want is some closure
Yeah you broke our promises
But I don’t want this to end
No we can’t start over

[Hook: Yung Ivy & wstdyth]
Cus I remember how it felt in May
Alone at the end of every day
A few months gone and I’m still the same
It’s the thought of you keeping me awake
The way I spent my time todays got me looking for a quick escape
From the idea that I was better of off a year ago today
(I’m sorry)
I’m always gonna second guess myself
But I don’t want to rely on someone else
(I can’t be)
To tell me that I’m doing the right thing all the time

(I’m sorry)
So if all I am is heartbreak and self-doubt
I’ll make it work while I figure myself out
(I can’t be)
Take the better parts of me and hope to find some clarity