October Skies

[Intro]
Trembling
Air feels like October skies
October skies

[Verse 1]
It was the middle of October when you told me it was over
One day to the next, we never spoke again, no closure
I get the point, I wasn’t good enough, I’m mediocre
True love is a lie, I guess I’ll always be a loner
I find myself chasin’ you for no reason
I can’t control the way my heart feels, it’s not beatin’
I can’t stop livin’ in the past, yeah, I’m not healin’
I’m broken, you’re okay, this shit is not evеn
And I wish I saw it comin’, I was blindsided
Girl, I swear I thought that you and me wеre like-minded
I couldn’t see that you weren’t happy, you were always smilin’
Now I’m lost and insecure, depressed and misguided
I’m nostalgic, I feel sick to my stomach when I think of you
Why do I still want you when I know that I can’t be with you?
You’re hauntin’ me constantly, when I fall asleep, I dream of you
It was too good to be true, why did I believe in you?

[Chorus]
So how can I help
Watching the clouds pass through
No clue of the time
No reason to be subdued
We outline the skies for the first time
We draw the lines
Just read in between
I’m tracing you

[Verse 2]
I’m trembling, the air feels like October skies
This weather’s killin’ me, it takes me back to all those times
We spent together just for you to choose a different side
Yet you’re somewhere else with someone else, can’t help but cry
You meant the world to me but now it’s like you’re worlds away
And thinkin’ ‘bout it, I’m not sure if you were worth this pain
The younger version of myself would say yes, no debate
The current version of myself wants to forget your face
I’m too flawed for everyone, I’m just not worth the trouble
My mind’s in scattered pieces, I still haven’t solved the puzzle
I’m still fightin’ for my sanity, at war with all my struggles
You single-handedly destroyed our future as a couple
To top it all off, you add a insult to injury
How’d you go from lovin’ me to such a fuckin’ mystery?
Remember when we promised it was us until infinity?
You don’t even care about all the crazy shit you did to me

[Chorus]
So how can I help
Watching the clouds pass through
No clue of the time
No reason to be subdued
We outline the skies for the first time
We draw the lines
Just read in between
I’m tracing you

[Outro]
Trembling
Air feels like October skies
October skies