Invisible Chains

[Verse 1]
Nobody is able to see the invisible halo that’s floatin’ on top of my thoughts
I’m just a dead man walkin’, right up ahead is a bridge that I don’t wanna cross
I feel my funeral comin’, my life’s almost over where they’re gon’ put me in a box
I wear a poker face, I do not show my emotions but I’m actually blatantly lost
Henny on ice to relieve all the stress and a pack of one hunnids to speed up the process
People tried tellin’ me I could find happiness too but I knew that was nonsense
There ain’t no positive energy in mе that my negativity offsets
I used to havе hope ‘til I found out it wasn’t of course, it was only a false sense
I don’t have the courage to work on myself, I just can’t seem to build up the strength
It’s easier for me to run from my problems than tryna meet them face to face
Yeah, call me a coward, whatever, from where you stand, that shit is easy to say
But y’all wouldn’t last in my shoes for a minute, this world that I live in is pain

[Chorus]
Invisible chains get tighter and tighter
Invisible chains get tighter and tighter
Desperate for air, I’m worn out and I’m tired
Desperate for air, I’m worn out and I’m tired
I’ma tap out, I’m not much of a fighter
I’ma tap out, I’m not much of a fighter
Why in the hell am I trapped in this fire?
Why in the hell am I trapped in this fire?
Invisible chains get tighter and tighter
Invisible chains get tighter and tighter
Desperate for air, I’m worn out and I’m tired
Desperate for air, I’m worn out and I’m tired
I’ma tap out, I’m not much of a fighter
I’ma tap out, I’m not much of a fighter
Why in the hell am I trapped in this fire?
Why in the hell am I trapped in this fire?

[Verse 2]
I don’t wanna feel this way
I’m tired of pretendin’ like I’m fine but inside, I’ve been dyin’ to just end it
Load the nine, blow my mind, it’ll be over in a second
I don’t cry, I get high, everywhere I go sit dead
And no one wants me here, they won’t notice when I’m gone
Why won’t God appear when I call him and I’m lost
I ain’t got no fear, maybe I’m a little up
But my time is near, I’ll be free of all my thoughts
Always hearin’ voices that control my head
Lookin’ for this poison, I done tried the meds
I ran outta choices but I tried my best
I’m a disappointment with a lot suppressed
Ready to fall, I’ve been through it all
Fuck it, I give up, I just hit the wall
Everyone makes me feel like it’s my fault
This sense of guilt is too much, no resolve

[Chorus]
Invisible chains get tighter and tighter
Invisible chains get tighter and tighter
Desperate for air, I’m worn out and I’m tired
Desperate for air, I’m worn out and I’m tired
I’ma tap out, I’m not much of a fighter
I’ma tap out, I’m not much of a fighter
Why in the hell am I trapped in this fire?
Why in the hell am I trapped in this fire?
Invisible chains get tighter and tighter
Invisible chains get tighter and tighter
Desperate for air, I’m worn out and I’m tired
Desperate for air, I’m worn out and I’m tired
I’ma tap out, I’m not much of a fighter
I’ma tap out, I’m not much of a fighter
Why in the hell am I trapped in this fire?
Why in the hell am I trapped in this fire?