Numb

[Verse 1]
I waited for god's gift
It never did arrive
I scratch my skin until it bleeds
The pain confirms I'm still alive
Look away from me
As I turn into what I hate most
I'm the only one who believes my lies
And each time I get too close

[Chorus]
This never satisfied me
This never satisfied me
This never satisfied me
If what I need, you can't provide me
Find a way, make it numb
Inside me

[Verse 2]
If I could start over
The next time, I won't sink as low
The room is silent
Her brеath ran out long ago
A prayer for darkness
One last cry for hеlp
I traded my identity
For a better way to ruin myself

[Chorus]
This never satisfied me
Will this ever satisfy me?
This never satisfied me
If what I need, you can't provide me
Find a way, make it numb
Inside me

[Bridge]
I could have walked with god
And I could have swam to shore
I could have had it all
But then I wanted something more

[Outro]
Go and make it go away
Go away
Come and make it go away
Go away
Come and make it go away
Go away
Come and make it go away
Go away
Come and make it go away
Go away
Come and make it go away
Go away