Lower Than Willing

[Verse 1]
I just realized as pictures of my pain pass before my eyes
I have given in and if I had a choice I'd do it all again
What should I believe
I put my faith in something, now it wants to leave
Things seem clearer now
But still, I'll find a way to fuck it up somehow

[Bridge]
Getting smaller, used to be
Watched it fade now there's nothing left of me
Close my eyes, still I see
I can't help from sinking in my own debris

[Verse 2]
I built this flesh machine
A temporary answer to the same routine
I am not alive
Unbеarable condition
The diseasеd never die

[Chorus]
I am so high
Lower than willing
I will die so high
So much more lower than willing