See these moments here so on sight, driving through since 4:01 it’s been a long night
These bright lights keep shining bright in my rear view, trying to look forward get a clear view
When your life’s dimming like Ray Charles, you will wild out and shed a tear dude
Going down, on a Thursday, I don’t really wanna impose
Just think back without you how can I really stand on my toes
Let’s get started when I stepped in, in that college university, and fresh up in that single life I guess that’s how it works for me
Hey darling, tell me what your name is, I don’t even care if you speak a different language
That last homie that you dealt with to tell the truth he was being anus
I’m a good guy, with a good mind, have a good time, being anxious
Every woman had me in and up in a friend zone
Mama I can’t make these tackles before making the end zone
Bump this and then bump that, know I’m scared of rejection
My homies tell me they look so good and all I’m only ‘fraid of reflection, guessin’
It was you, come here I can show all my dues, everything they show me has been through
Telling you I better run, showing you one ups and downs telling you to come around
Riding down the city like it’s nothing, trying to find the truth in my life turn it into something
Making some ostentations seem to have to keep them coming
When love is all around have no reason to start running
My sophomore was so vivid, met a girl who love my music, beautiful and I don’t get it
Inboxing each other with messages so it been locked, only friends but if I was interested baby girl I wouldn’t have been stopped
I was thinking being more than friends but I second guess like it all depends
You was working at 106 so I just assume that you found a friend
Years later I kept moving I press the button on fast forward
You was going on every trip and I was still here with no passport
Then last week I seen you, so happy I could see you smile
Only being friends but I understand but this gone take a while
That day I met your friends but honestly I was trying to avoid
Cause if these feelings coming back again I’m getting annoyed
Story of a true Christian man trying to find a way through his plans
I had battle out his doubts and let the GOD above reach his sins
But if I don’t go and do nothing turn that story to something
How can I leave a legacy pushing this faith to the public
(Beat Change)
Why they asking questions, red pill or the blue pill
If you don’t know my artistry by next year you soon will
Mama told me don’t get your kindness way too much they’ll take advantage
Don’t ever throw your gift away, should have learned that from paying man
Oh my GOD, all these thoughts alike I can’t get it right
Blah, blah, blah you gone talk it right, in my air tonight
Is it true that I’d almost died in 2002, had that knife sitting on my wrist
Caught that red and blue, wilding out homie catch a case
When we caught freebase, you think this funny guy, call up Chevy chase
Running up water in the sea, tell me what you see
Is it your own reflection or what you see is me?
Don’t let it go, Don’t let it go, Don’t let it go
Now or Never was written by Shiwan.
Shiwan released Now or Never on Mon Dec 08 2014.