Not Normal (Solo Version)

[Verse 1: Monoxide]
Low down, dirty
Laden with the passion of thinking I'm not worthy
If anybody's asking, the medicine's not working
For sedatives I'm lurking
The negative I'm perching is relative soul-searching
Now I just wanna stay in the house
And keep away from everybody 'til I figure it out
And I know it'll be the day when I can wander about
And I wonder if all the thunder's coming back [?]
I don't like it here anymore
And I don't think that I can tell y'all I even did from before
But instead of losing out like the loser who never scored
I had to change the atmosphere and quit feeling like I'm ignored
Some of y'all don't get it
But I can help you find it if you push me to the limit
Anxiety inside me, believe me it ain't a gimmick
Shit is crazy like the lobby inside of the free clinic

[Chorus: Monoxide]
Is it not normal? I can feel it in my chest
I get twisted, one flew over the nest
I'm convinced it's not something that's gonna rest
Is it A? Is it B? Is it C? Is it death?
Is it not normal? Stop thinking that I'm blessed
I get lifted like spirits out of a chest
I'm convinced it feels better than making sense
Is it A? Is it B? Is it C? Is it death?

[Verse 2: Monoxide]
I've been with some people who suffer from such stress
They keep tryin' to find escape through addiction to progress
Being numb is kin to submission when life's hittin'
And it's odd we don't get an admission to [?]
My chest buzzing like flies nest
Feeling like my heart is attacking on my left
Some of us are left in a panic at crossroads
To pretend like the rest of the planet's in crisis
Won't understand it is my guess
Leave me on the road like I'm stranded and lifeless
Nothing feels like home when your life is a fine mess
'Bout to roll up all smoke and get lost in the wildness, I'm out

[Chorus: Monoxide]
Not normal, I can feel it in my chest
I get twisted, one flew over the nest
I'm convinced it's not something that's gonna rest
Is it A? Is it B? Is it C? Is it death?
Is it not normal? Stop thinking that I'm blessed
I get lifted like spirits out of a chest
I'm convinced it feels better than making sense
Is it A? Is it B? Is it C? Is it death?

[Bridge: Monoxide]
Is it not normal? Not normal
Is it not normal? Not normal
Is it not normal? Not normal
Is it not normal? Not normal

[Verse 3: Monoxide]
Y'all keep playing the game, but I'm winnin'
Rent-free all in your brain where I'm livin'
Can't be one in the same 'cause y'all missin'
The dream that I've been runnin' away with, my vision
And all of y'all can suffer and sway with ass kissin'
The plague you motherfuckers today better be listenin'
I'll be the only one to tell ya
They love to make you feel like you're nothin' more than a failure

[Chorus: Monoxide]
Not normal, I can feel it in my chest
I get twisted, one flew over the nest
I'm convinced it's not something that's gonna rest
Is it A? Is it B? Is it C? Is it death?
Is it not normal? Stop thinking that I'm blessed
I get lifted like spirits out of a chest
I'm convinced it feels better than making sense
Is it A? Is it B? Is it C? Is it death?

[Outro]
Not normal
Not normal
Not normal
Not normal